Ahhhhhh, a mental break from art history , finally ! for all of you who don't recognize the name Alberti or don't recognise the words " a painting is the intersection of a visual pyramid at a given distance with a fixed centre and a defined position of light, represented by art with lines and colours on a given surface".....

considder yourselves lucky. I am VERY envious of you at this point in time, infact... you should probably get out of your computer chairs and lock  your doors ... (yes this means you SARAH). Just kidding this writing thing seems to be mellowing me out (saved your life).

Dont mind my current state, i have been indoors for several days of intense study and am now beginning to feel institutionalised,
infact i have now come to a hault with my study and am now just counting down the days till i can once again rejoin the outside world,
infact i am doing much more then just counting i have roughly mapped out how i am planning to spend every single hour of every single day over the next week. This may seem a tad obsessive compulsive to you but really.. you dont know the half of it.

SEMI-PSYCHOTIC PLANNING:

08:00 hours  drink untill unconscious
09:00 hours  remain unconscious (if i regain sed contiousness in any of following hours..)
10:00 hours  drink untill i regain said unconsciousness
12:00 hours  drink untill i regain said unconsciousness
13:00 hours  wallow in inevitable misery
14:00 hours  wallow further
15:00 hours  drink untill uncontious

not really...not at all... my real plans are top secret so nanannananaaa.